Monday, November 19, 2007
I know who I want to be. It was a bit between May and Valerie - both are independent, attractive, smart women, but one, men tend to protect, and the other, they'd take care of if they had to, but she's a warrior in her own right. (My opinions, both.)
I'm going to be like May.
1. Men suck.
2. Treat them like lollipops.
I'll enjoy the taste if I so want, but I'm done with love. It used to enhance and legitimise my lust (gasp! I'm 20. Duh.). Now, the cost is just ridiculous. I refuse to keep paying for years, for the impulses that run through me now. I can enjoy the same tastes day after day - yong tau fu! But. I don't have to pay more than I'm willing ($3.50 for food = the next month for lust) and I just won't.
So now I feel a little cheated. Let false promises of marriage change my mind for me, lost a potentially mind blowing experience. But hey, you can be stupid once without being ashamed.
If it happens again, I'll be more pissed at myself than even Chun Min could be. Haha no more trusting men with the fulfilment of my soul. It may be achieved by pleasing my husband, sure, but if the man doesn't exist, there's another path I can walk. There's always another path. It looks to be capoeira for me and - I'll work at it. I'm not so good yet but hell. I may be slow but I'll get there eventually, if I keep trying.
And the capoeiras were apparently legendary lovers (!) so they were guys. I can be the female equivalent, no? :p
Eve.
I'm going to be like May.
1. Men suck.
2. Treat them like lollipops.
I'll enjoy the taste if I so want, but I'm done with love. It used to enhance and legitimise my lust (gasp! I'm 20. Duh.). Now, the cost is just ridiculous. I refuse to keep paying for years, for the impulses that run through me now. I can enjoy the same tastes day after day - yong tau fu! But. I don't have to pay more than I'm willing ($3.50 for food = the next month for lust) and I just won't.
So now I feel a little cheated. Let false promises of marriage change my mind for me, lost a potentially mind blowing experience. But hey, you can be stupid once without being ashamed.
If it happens again, I'll be more pissed at myself than even Chun Min could be. Haha no more trusting men with the fulfilment of my soul. It may be achieved by pleasing my husband, sure, but if the man doesn't exist, there's another path I can walk. There's always another path. It looks to be capoeira for me and - I'll work at it. I'm not so good yet but hell. I may be slow but I'll get there eventually, if I keep trying.
And the capoeiras were apparently legendary lovers (!) so they were guys. I can be the female equivalent, no? :p
Eve.
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Yet another ring on the tree at9:39 PM
1 Comments:
thank you for your comment in my blog, regarding men and relationships. I'll keep on trying with women. Maybe it is my curse ;)
Make sure you keep on trying too! :)
Kiss
By 
Javier Marti, at
4:24 PM
From my readings for Unnatural Offences:
"While the kiss may be regarded as the typical and normal erogenic method of contrectation for the end of attaining tumescence, there are others only less important. Any orifical contact between persons of the opposite sex is sometimes almost equally effective as the kiss in stimulating tumescence; all such contacts, indeed, belong to the group of which the kiss is the type. Cunnilictus (often incorrectly termed cunnilingus) and fellatio cannot be regarded as unnatural for they have their prototype forms among animals and are found among various savage races. As forms of contrectation and aids to tumescence they are thus natural and sometimes regarded by both sexes as quintessential of sexual pleasure, though they may not be considered aesthetic. they become deviations, however, and thus liable to be termed 'perversions' when they replace the desire of coitus."
Thank you so much for making me laugh! But now I'm wondering. If they don't "replace the desire of coitus" so to speak, but the couple is abstaining from actual penetration for whatever reason, is it still an unnatural offence?
Eve.
"While the kiss may be regarded as the typical and normal erogenic method of contrectation for the end of attaining tumescence, there are others only less important. Any orifical contact between persons of the opposite sex is sometimes almost equally effective as the kiss in stimulating tumescence; all such contacts, indeed, belong to the group of which the kiss is the type. Cunnilictus (often incorrectly termed cunnilingus) and fellatio cannot be regarded as unnatural for they have their prototype forms among animals and are found among various savage races. As forms of contrectation and aids to tumescence they are thus natural and sometimes regarded by both sexes as quintessential of sexual pleasure, though they may not be considered aesthetic. they become deviations, however, and thus liable to be termed 'perversions' when they replace the desire of coitus."
Thank you so much for making me laugh! But now I'm wondering. If they don't "replace the desire of coitus" so to speak, but the couple is abstaining from actual penetration for whatever reason, is it still an unnatural offence?
Eve.
Labels: crazy, exam.period, quotes, sex, to think about, trivia
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
The Science of Orgonomy
Google it.
Hmm I always wondered if there was sth that could be done with excess sexual tension. Since I never get any - and even when I do - I apparently am a very physical person - I crackle with static after I get hot awhile.
Probably sth to do with all the hair. Hmm that means all the special conditioners in the world aren't going to make it stop with the standing up thing.
Maybe I should invest in gel and go skinhead.
And in my lifetime, someone will invent one of those weird mind connecting helmets.
Then ya'll can share my dream with me.
You'll smell flowers you never dreamed of.
Eve.
Google it.
Hmm I always wondered if there was sth that could be done with excess sexual tension. Since I never get any - and even when I do - I apparently am a very physical person - I crackle with static after I get hot awhile.
Probably sth to do with all the hair. Hmm that means all the special conditioners in the world aren't going to make it stop with the standing up thing.
Maybe I should invest in gel and go skinhead.
And in my lifetime, someone will invent one of those weird mind connecting helmets.
Then ya'll can share my dream with me.
You'll smell flowers you never dreamed of.
Eve.
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