Monday, March 03, 2008
Dear Diary,
Don't think it's possible to have yet more apathy for anything. Always felt it was one of those boolean thingies - either you are apathetic or you aren't? But I could be wrong again.
There are a lot of people I talk to. There are very, very few I can really talk with. Unfortunately, I just can't pick these people. And they have this tendency to all need much space. Then again, so do I.
The problem is, I can't really control what they do. I don't even know half the time. And I'm seriously disempowered - I don't want to.
I just don't like being made to bleat (bad play!) for them.
I don't backstab. If I grumble, I would do it to your face. Show it and see.
But I'm going to get some sleep.
Falling down escalators 3 times in one afternoon hurts.
Ouch.
Eve.
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