Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I am so sleepy.
And I have made no progress whatsoever on my monkhood plan.
Although Aiesec SMU projects did adopt a version of my TTP so I am making progress! :)
I've truly given up the hope that I will be able to mate normally. :s (Only one guy, who just wants sex, all year? I'd rather be a nun.)
So the process of making myself a good parent is to begin soon.
The yoga master thing fell through - my dad hears too many rumours. So I'm doing self meditation.
I'm also self medicating my personality quirks - gotta minimise the caffeine, the msg, the sugar, the oil. When you figure out the amount of wiggle room actually afforded by "moderation" you realise just how unhealthy the food that's available is. I'm now living on yong tau fu when I'm not home.
But the one thing I haven't been able to do is sleep. Even with reduced caffeine. I just can't sleep, and it makes me moody.
But I'll work on it. For my baby.
Sigh.
Eve.
Labels: goals, life, love, school, tired