Saturday, April 14, 2007
I woke up with a black heart today.
When I do that, I view everything with suspicion.
You made me a little less dark inside, but then you had to share.
If you'd picked another day to say it, a day when I glowed, there wouldn't be a problem. I'd laugh, and it would be past.
I told you I felt black. I gave fair warning.
And I do still see the logic of it.
I was hurt yesterday.
I was hurt the day before.
I was hurt the day before that.
All because I'd trusted in them and loved them.
If I'd had some distance, they'd have no power to hurt me.
But I trusted.
This is why I woke black.
Eve.