Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Hell, this was actually true.
http://www.everything2.com/index.pl?node_id=680873&lastnode_id=0
For me, anyway.
I hope he doesn't speak to me again, it's far too fun imagining how sweet he can be.
And if he does speak to me, I'd have to acknowledge that I can actually count on my fingers and toes the number of times he was a darling. In a 6 month period (which is as long as I've known the guy).
Plus, I get all guilty when I think about a male in R rated terms and I have to talk to him normally. Which is why I never believed guys assess all girls physically - and they don't seem to, but someone told me that I was sheltered and the guys I meet in an apparently non-neighbourhood school life are just late bloomers.
So I hope he doesn't speak to me again even as I wish he would. Because he wouldn't talk to me the way I want him to, touch me the way I dreamed about or look at me with that indescribable soft determination in his eyes - ever. And I don't want him to shatter my happy dream.
So he really shouldn't talk to me.
Love,
Eve.
http://www.everything2.com/index.pl?node_id=680873&lastnode_id=0
For me, anyway.
I hope he doesn't speak to me again, it's far too fun imagining how sweet he can be.
And if he does speak to me, I'd have to acknowledge that I can actually count on my fingers and toes the number of times he was a darling. In a 6 month period (which is as long as I've known the guy).
Plus, I get all guilty when I think about a male in R rated terms and I have to talk to him normally. Which is why I never believed guys assess all girls physically - and they don't seem to, but someone told me that I was sheltered and the guys I meet in an apparently non-neighbourhood school life are just late bloomers.
So I hope he doesn't speak to me again even as I wish he would. Because he wouldn't talk to me the way I want him to, touch me the way I dreamed about or look at me with that indescribable soft determination in his eyes - ever. And I don't want him to shatter my happy dream.
So he really shouldn't talk to me.
Love,
Eve.
Yet another ring on the tree at12:35 PM
1 Comments:
And just a postscript - given that some nasty things have been said (and this is the only thing that i think could have triggered it)..If you think you're the guy, you're really not him. Seriously. Not joking.
Just to clear up any potential misunderstandings.
