Monday, March 26, 2007
Got a friend to help me out with my blogskin. It looks cool, no?
But he put in so much rubbish...I'm changing my password again.
Haha weird sense of humour.
At any rate I am working on my second last big assignment, due next friday - and fretting about my new haircut. The fringe refuses to stay above my eye.
It may look cool but it's annoying! I'm gonna wear my cap tomorrow.
Its strange how I think about what I think about, and realise - most of what I occupy myself with is trivial, or schoolwork, or conditioning.
Like, that first kiss I'm gonna throw away in five weeks.
It's nothing. Just a moment. People kiss all the time...and I keep thinking about it, feeling sad, reconsidering - strong people can admit when they've made a mistake - but I never do. I know I need to disillusion myself, even if people keep wanting to take care of me.
I need to grow up just a little bit.
Once that is out of the way, and dreams of romance are killed, I can start thinking about how I' going to help. I'm sure I can be of some use to the world. Not very much, but some. So I'll take up my responsibilty, once I can see it.
Now I have to go finish up some more homework.
And I'm watching teenage mutant ninja turtles later!
Eve.