Tuesday, January 30, 2007
I did it!!!
I asked. In blunt terms.
He said no. Of course.
I really am getting used to it. It happened at like 10 last night and I'm chirpy again not eighteen hours later. Probably because he was so cute and nice and smart, I knew it would be just too good to be true.
Still wish it hadn't been through SMS but hey, 'tis ubiquitous these days. Now I can actually relive the horribleness if I get depressed and decide to hurt myself. Rejection hurts a lot more than physical pain, I always thought...but I've learned to handle it! Haha score one for me.
And the plus side is once he's out of this wounded bear stage, I'll have a pretty good friend. Who's really nice to talk to and hug when he isn't lost in his pain.
Just givin' it some time :)
Love,
Eve.