Sunday, September 10, 2006
It hurts when I know someone I care about is hurting and I can't do anything about it. One reason why I'm attracted by Wicca is the connectivity of all things...I can feel that my wishes for happiness and my silent offers of help actually matter, when I know stating them would just make everybody feel sort of impotent at this stage.
I was there to see the sweet feelings develop and when they seemed to be souring I was appraised of that too. But what can I do? Hampered by distance, hampered by my lack of experience, I seem bound to sit by and watch you while you hurt and that's awful when I'd take all that pain for you...If it were possible...
I wish I were superhuman.
G'nite.
Eve.
The land I stand on does not shake
As I watch the ship fade into blue
But my world rocks, is quaked.
Cracked, if not broken.