Sunday, June 18, 2006
I just watched High School Musical The Movie! And today my friend decided not to come over or stay over, I probably irrevocably damaged my relationship with a certain section of my family, and booked rooms at a B&B in Melbourne. Yes! I am really going! I dislike the way I had to force the issue though - tears and near hysteric outbursts - although it wasn't too difficult. They've stalled for two years on this issue - my parents and my cousin/aunt. I felt like screaming...and so I did. I guess you can tell how guilty I feel from my harping on this. Anyway. I'm entitled to a conscience. But I don't think I can take it back, nor do I want to. I mean. My dad came out and said he was completely freaked about his baby going overseas by herself. Hell. I hope I can trust him to book tickets and give me passport. I have to grow up sometime. Right? And he's got to let me. Well. I have to start sifting through all my stuff! Haha yay...I have so much stuff! My cousin is going to NY to live. And she's given me like a whole new wardrobe! Haha some of her stuff still has price tags on :p I SO scored. And I have to apply for a visa by tomorrow to make sure I get it in time. :)Busy, Busy...ALEXANDRITEA variety of chrysoberyl. Aids internal and external regeneration, has positive influence on nervous system, spleen, pancreas. Helps to align mental and emotional body. Spiritual tranformation and regeneration. Reflects highest potentials of unfoldment. Joy, oneness with life.ASH G/P/E: Masculine, Sun, Water. Magical attributes: A tree with protective qualities, it is used to make brooms for purification and wands for healing. The leaves placed beneath a pillow induce psychic dreams. The leaves bring luck and good fortune when carried in a pocket of bag worn around the neck.Ta, Eve.