Monday, May 15, 2006
I honestly haven't had much to do since Ms. H- came back. Haha she works fast enough for 2 mes! I think she has precedents on everything under the lawful sun, and she copy pastes them really pertinently. Today, I will finish making up the files. Then, if there's time, I will log in several more pages worth of file numbers. I'm not sure what Ms. S- wants me to do for her meeting this afternoon, but I doubt it's anything important.
Thank goodness I said I would stop working at the end of this month. I hate being useless.
I discovered something which I'm not sure I like. Some of my good friends differ substantially from the image I had ofthem. Mind, there are huge gaping holes in time between our meetings...makes sense that I should notice the change..But. It is scary. If they are so different, how much changed is their reception of what I say and do? I am quite afraid I should do something to anger them or make them think me dumb.
Funny that all these worries come at me only after we hang out, and before we're due to hang again. Ouch. Bad phrase...hmm how about due to meet. Drier. But not so...ouch.
Don't think I'm logical today...
Eve