Saturday, April 08, 2006
I note that my behaviour changes drastically with my mood. Is that a good thing or should I exert myself more, try harder to control everything I can about myself? I am after all 19 and toilet trained...haha. Anyway. That was seriously gross but I'm still leaving it in. For the "natural"effect.Guess I'll leave it as it is for the private life I lead. Lucky enough to have friends who overlook my occasional tantrums...I love you...=)Ooooo listen to - read this - Whatever just know it!Creep RadioheadWhen you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fucking special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice when I'm not around You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell I'm doing here? I don't belong here She's running out again She's running out She runs runs runs Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
Aww that is just how I felt yesterday morning....
Eve.