Sunday, April 12, 2009
Eh. Feeling sort of inspired by Human Weapon. Dunno why, I haven't caught an episode in months.
Maybe it's the mad rush of readings but - you guys, I finished approx 700 pages in the last 9 days! Of compulsory readings too. Not easy fiction.
I guess I want to do something physical for like a month - until I have to buckle down for the internship. The other thing on my to do list for the month is clean out my clutter. Throw everything I don't use on a weekly basis into boxes, to be sorted on a schedule.
The best thing? Freedom is 88 hours away.
BAck to the slogging. *Whip cracks*
Eve.
Labels: exam.period, exams, g, glee, goals, random stuff, school
Sunday, April 05, 2009
I thought I could ace consti. It's seriously one of the most interesting modules ever! But there's so much material - I can't even stick to my rules to go through the material twice. I still have 291 pages of the textbook (not even TOUCHING cases or articles until that's done) to read by wednesday. And it's a 6 hour typed paper.
Please let me pass!
Eve.
Labels: exam.period, exams, school
Monday, March 23, 2009
I've gotten so used to doing everything alone, eating, dreaming, and watching movies, that the thought of meeting people I hold in deep affection, after 12 hours of work, is almost as tiring as the work I have to do.
What has my life come to? There's not even the time to nurse a crush, which inevitably die through a lack of attention, not to even think of the profound lack of effort. The most creative choice I exercise each day is what assignment I will work on. If I'm not working on an assignment or reading up for law, I'm working on capoeira. The song. Or a dobrado. Or a sequence I can't quite understand.
If I ever get my body into shape (i.e. quit with the binges when I feel pressured), I'm going to be pretty darn good. The only this I don't have is a sense of how my body connects and works together, I think. Be more self aware - quit splitting my consciousness down 3 avenues simultaneously? I guess that's not something to be proud of after all.
I guess it is a self fulfilling prophecy that there will never be another - seems as if there's less, and less, and less time each day for working, let alone living.
And I still haven't finished my warrior-monk code. Procrastinated for up to 10 months already, and all I've got are bits and pieces of thought that goes nowhere and a sketchy outline. Need to buck up if I'm going to achieve it before I turn 28.
And I still can't figure what the guru would say.
Labels: freedom, friend, life, love, tired, to think about
Sunday, March 15, 2009
I'm just breaking free on a month of deadlines. No deadlines for the next 10days, and most of that I have finished already.
Just have to start studying for the final exams - they're in 4 weeks. :s
I do want to meet my friends though - from meeting them twice a week when gobi was around, to pretty much once a month these days, especially since I didn't bother with a birthday deal, means I'm deprived of dumb jokes already. :s
And weirdly, what with the work and training, I've still found time to daydream over cute boys. And I actually talked to one of them! :D Just to ask about homework, but still. There's still 4 weeks til term ends.
Sleepy,
Eve.
Labels: glee, life, school
Thursday, February 05, 2009
I cannot believe this guy, who I thought was my friend 1) could not make time for a half hour meeting 2) kept me waiting for a total of 3 hours in one day for the same meeting. 3) Did not even bother to tell me he would be keeping me waiting.
Never working with him again.
Well.
I suspect he would not act like that if other people were in the group. I know he has deadlines. But they are for a group report due next tuesday. I'm supposed to, what, wait until that is over before even talking to him about our group project topic and split the work? I can be understanding by not making him submit things on the same day. I cannot be understanding in postponing everything at the expense of my own constraints.
A meeting to come up with the outline and split up the work isn't that much, is it? It only took half an hour in the end.
He's no friend if he can't even show enough respect to explain himself and orders me to do research and give it to him. He cannot order me to make an outline and let him vet my work. I am not his lackey. He does not even read my emails.
If he doesn't apologise, this is it. I'm not passing him any more extra stuff. I'll send it out to the whole class. I will not send it to him. Let someone else do it.
ASS.
Eve.
Labels: friend, school, smusucks, to think about
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Love Quiz
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| You Scored as Married You will possibly get married. You might not realize it consciously but you are longing for someone to share your life with and people of this type attract each other naturally, all you need is a little patience.
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Love Quiz
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| You Scored as Married You will possibly get married. You might not realize it consciously but you are longing for someone to share your life with and people of this type attract each other naturally, all you need is a little patience.
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